I am confused and out of words.  I am not sure if I should be happy with the turn of events.  I don't know if the years of waiting for someone is worthy now that he appeared to be a different person.  I don't want to lose the chance but afraid that I would again be at the losing end.  A tempting offer but I am not sure if I really want it.  It's a risk I think I would take just to read his thoughts and hear his heart.  One time is all I need. Im just uncertain if I am doing the proper trade...